I’ve been
pondering the topic of embarrassment vs. shame for a few months now. This is a topic far larger than my mind so I'm curious about other's thoughts out there. In my pondering this is the conclusion I've come to: ”Embarrassment is born out of
shame.”
Think about
the similarities first. Both shame and embarrassment call the individual
into hiding, or at least strike the individual with the urge to flee into
isolation where they can no longer be seen. Both are emotions that cause the
desire for isolation. Both are emotions that speak to the individual’s
self perceived negative qualities (“I’m bad,” “I’m clumsy,” “I’m ugly,” etc).
Both are born out of an experience.
But which
comes first? Is there even a difference between the two terms or are they
simply synonyms for one another? I believe, based on my own experience,
that there are two distinct differences between shame and embarrassment.
First, I
believe that shame is a more intense, longer-lasting and more deeply rooted
version of embarrassment. I know many people, myself included, who have
developed maladaptive interpersonal skills that keep others at a distance, due
to experiences of shame. Shame, to me, seems to tell an individual “You
are bad,” whereas an embarrassing experience may say “This experience was bad.”
Shame seems to be a truth an individual adopts in the core of who they
are and, from there, that core creates ways for that individual to avoid others
seeing their shame. While an embarrassing experience may cause an
individual to want to avoid that same environment for a few days, that
individual’s root issue of shame has likely been in place since childhood.
Second, I
believe that shame is the root cause of embarrassment. Shame is the fuel
that allows embarrassment to spark into life. This comes just simple
observation. Imagine two people tripping and falling down in a public
place. What causes one individual the ability to laugh at the event and
forget about it shortly after while the other individual experiences a sense of
dread at their clumsiness being exposed (embarrassment)? In the first
individual, they have to have a sense of self that is based upon the goodness
of who they are. In the second, the individual would seem to be operating
from a place of trying to keep parts of them from being exposed. The fear
of having these areas be exposed, in a sense being naked and vulnerable before
others, is the experience of embarrassment. Those specific areas that are
hidden, those are the areas of shame within that person.
These are my
thoughts, they may change, they may not. I have a lot of experience with
shame and embarrassment, however, and at this point this explanation seems to
ring true to me.
Very possibly shame is found within relationship to others where embarassment is found in relationship to self. I walked out of a bathroom at a restaurant as a kid with a pice of TP sticking out of the back of my pants.....that was embarassing. If my brother, who pointed this fact out to me, had decided to use that event as a tool against me, that would have resulted in shame.
ReplyDeleteOh I like that....I like that a lot. Embarrassment is situational but shame is relational with people who can actually see you and actually matter to you.
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